12 more days !! baby birthday is coming .I am telling you i got the most nonsense girlfriend,she dam irratating ,dam noisy i am telling you but still i love you tiffany teo :) happy thanksgiving to you baby and thank you for coming into my life and change everything i really do love you!!

HA HA HA HA HA ,is baby new laughter medicine.She nowsday a bit crazy crazy i don't know why! She kept saying me some people got blog then dont want to blog she keep being sarcastic remarks on everyone!! yesterday baby took out her braces haha she kept saying her clean white straight teeth i think darlie need someone for advertisement so i am asking her to go there hahahahahhaha.I didnt went to work so did my office girl,we meet up around 3 plus and went to dentist then we went vivo after that to meet up with her friends miki and renia after that went to take baby's lappy but instead we called the guy to deliver to her house ,dont worry this time isnt my fault ! haha.Then went down to town after that see baby home ,baby's friend are dam funny and nice haha.Today i went to school in the morning to wish coach happy birthday then went to work! Fuck i got test tomorrow stress on pasata!Then after work we go to take the chocolate machine from my godma pasir ris baby like shy shy or maybe act shy in front of her,her craziness suddenly stop like my god ma was her medication lol.Then we went down to tampiness,wanting to take the shuttle bus to giant but something stop us the bumper car in the outside field we bought the tickets and we played it i was like no childhood baby said but honestly i dam long never play already lol haha.Then we bought some stickets and stuff then we make our way to giant ,we took trolley and go everywhere nearlyt the whole giant but the most stupid things is baby say 'wao sian so many ppl ai ya dont buy la some other day' i gave her the fuck face haha then we went to buy fruit the red dont know what call the fruits then we make our way home.This baby girl of mine i think learnt from me she say she wana piggy back me then i say okay but before that i must carry everything for her, i carry already i try to let her piggy back me then cannot she just walk away letting me carrying three to four items.=.= Board the bus heard one guy playing his hp songs then i went up to him say' can sent me the songs in your hp ?'he really sent me haha.Super funny the pictures are all in baby phone.Alright i need to rest now cause my whole body is aching like shit! I love you baby despite everything.Forever!CHALETTTTTTTT coming!!!!!8,9,10 december.

Hey guys changing number.

I'm strong on the surface.
Not all the way through,I've never been perfect,
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that ive done
Help me leave behind someReasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

MARCUS say he has not been a good boyfriend,he feels he is a burden to everyone,everyone seems to be piss off with him over small things,he really want to change and he really didnt want to shout to everyone.
Baby has been dam piss off with me but nvm i bet we will pull it through although we had been quarrelling a lot but we talk things nicely,i could not say quarrel but maybe argue,but we are happy though we are quarrelling.for example for the past few evenings we spent are very fruitful ,short or long i still enjoy it.I bought the stupid girl present,but i doubt she will like it but maybe i am doing more surpises during the chalet,i really wana give her the sweet sixteen..........
MARCUS is speechless now after calling.bye....pushing me away

BLOG BLOG BLOG.
I aint leaving my blog dead but i am busy cooking pasta -.- okay lame..
i had been working this few days and eating dinner with sweetheart.On monday after work we suppose to go crocodile farm but close already so we walked to heartland mall and ate macdonals and i stole a beef by accident can ask baby if you want haha.Then we went home.Tuesday was kind of busy cause after work we was suppose to rest at baby's house but it was not avaible so we went to ikea at pasir ris then walk walk baby choose a nice bed for me.It was kind of black and white one very nice!!Then we went to eat hot dog bread and we went home.It was very fun although we spent short nights together.WED i accompany baby to taka to get her friend's present,and went to find soon huat.He was trying to act his bike.Then went over to baby's house for camping. haha.Thursday morning i left early and rest at home while baby went to work.Meet her after she finish her celebration see her home then i went home.FRI went to baby's house to fetch her to work then i went to work but i slack there for two hours cause my work start 11 =.= Then stayed baby house again till afternoon then went out.We went bugis area to meet baby's mum and she treated me dinner.I am so hounered haha.BABY say can go for tomorrow dinner at her god ma hse but suddenly she say dont :( i think i must spent more time with baby cause next year she will be busy studying.Alright i am on the phone with baby or not she will say i am not listening! I love tiffany teo forever.AND i amnot getting anything for her birthday hahahahahaha..

EMO EMO EMO EMO
I AM fucking demanding to everyone.TODAY went to to collect uniform to start work at pasta mania which i think i would last for maybe one week.Alright i just dont want to face the fact that tonight is prom night and i had not find the suitable fucking clothes to wear.Forget it.BTW i went out with baby after work yesterday it was super funny cause we went to eat at toa payo swenses i think the spelling is correct lol then walk around looking for the suitable cake for baby's birthday.COUNTDOWN maybe 24 days .THEN while going home i saw this girl wearing a big ear phone i told baby to look and she laugh then i say rocker rocker and show the rock sign.BABY was like'dont play already' i continue then suddenly when she on the bus i showed her the sign she smile back -.- she wana attract me i think lol.SURPISE SURPISE.I need something to surpise her her her her.I think baby is angry with me cause she says i am too demanding but dont worry trust me sweetie i would be so demanding anymore i promise.Tomorrow is selection day roarrrrrr!!!!!!!! I REALLY wana scream the hell out of myself i wish i can be on top of some mountain now to scream as long as i want to release everything in my heart my mind just to make me feel better.


It's spinning faster,What do I do now?Without you?I don't know where to go.What's the right team.I want my own thing.So bad I'm gonna screamI can't chose, so confused.What's it all mean.I want my own dream.So bad I'm gonna scream.I'm kicking down the walls.I got to make them fall.Just break through them all.I am punching, crashing, I'm going to fight to find myself me, and no one else.Which way, I can't tell I'm searching, searching, can't find a the right direction it is either left or right! SO BAB i got to screammmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!

I am off to bed bye. I will make my decision soon.
ILOVEMYBABYGIRL

Baby is working while i am at home doing nothing!
I MISS her a lot.I PROMISE :(
I am rehearsing my interview later lol.
I am so dam tired of everything in life.
PROBLEM coming over and over again.I guess this home i am staying is no longer the same it is a hotel that i stay in and take money from nothing else.
DONT Wish to say much about what happened.
I am meeting baby at bishan at five then maybe we go orchard for movie or guitar heroes.
prepare FOR WAR BABY! PLAYER ONE ROCKSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

Alright this few weeks a lot of things is happening everywhere,in my school life,my family and things between baby and me.A lot. Just yesterday we quarrelled very badly but it is alright now,as for my family i guess it cant work it out now but slowly.I got to start working soon,i never knew my family will end this way seriously.

ANYway i had my exam today and i dyed my hair the colour a bit brown and red,copper shld be the right word.I love my baby girl honestly.



This is a small paragraph for you :)

I know you are going through all sorts for troubles too,I know you want somethings that seems t be impossible to be back into your life,i know you are trying really really hard,but if that someone doesnt appreciated then forget it.ANYWAY if you really get back i will sad sad ^^ HAHA.Anyway i enjoyed today seriously just like the first few days when we went out.IN my heart i only love tiffany teo pingping!! I dont care if you dont want me to promise but i still going to promise i dont care i am promising :D

BLOGGER IS SUCH A BASTARD I CANT UPLOAD PICTUREEESS!!

If you want to see go to http://babydollscreams.livejournal.com/
BYE BYE!

Alright i have change to this blog cause my baby blog shewritesuchrettywords had already change been change to live journal something so i got this new link! WILL check and change the blogskin asap.Btw sunday is me and baby 5 month.FLY wheel here we come!!OFF TO talk to baby muacks.

T.T i love you