EMO EMO EMO EMO
I AM fucking demanding to everyone.TODAY went to to collect uniform to start work at pasta mania which i think i would last for maybe one week.Alright i just dont want to face the fact that tonight is prom night and i had not find the suitable fucking clothes to wear.Forget it.BTW i went out with baby after work yesterday it was super funny cause we went to eat at toa payo swenses i think the spelling is correct lol then walk around looking for the suitable cake for baby's birthday.COUNTDOWN maybe 24 days .THEN while going home i saw this girl wearing a big ear phone i told baby to look and she laugh then i say rocker rocker and show the rock sign.BABY was like'dont play already' i continue then suddenly when she on the bus i showed her the sign she smile back -.- she wana attract me i think lol.SURPISE SURPISE.I need something to surpise her her her her.I think baby is angry with me cause she says i am too demanding but dont worry trust me sweetie i would be so demanding anymore i promise.Tomorrow is selection day roarrrrrr!!!!!!!! I REALLY wana scream the hell out of myself i wish i can be on top of some mountain now to scream as long as i want to release everything in my heart my mind just to make me feel better.


It's spinning faster,What do I do now?Without you?I don't know where to go.What's the right team.I want my own thing.So bad I'm gonna screamI can't chose, so confused.What's it all mean.I want my own dream.So bad I'm gonna scream.I'm kicking down the walls.I got to make them fall.Just break through them all.I am punching, crashing, I'm going to fight to find myself me, and no one else.Which way, I can't tell I'm searching, searching, can't find a the right direction it is either left or right! SO BAB i got to screammmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!

I am off to bed bye. I will make my decision soon.
ILOVEMYBABYGIRL